As a stay-at-home mom who spends her days changing diapers, napping whenever possible, and regularly speaking in high-pitched, sing-songy baby talk, I sometimes think I can actually feel individual brain cells shrivel up and die. I’ll take intellectual stimulation wherever I can get it, including from this blog, my virtual time-out chair.

Christi

 

Dear Mommy

I ♥U and U♥me

you’re my favoit

Grownup in The world

you’re my momy I♥U

I Never wont to be apart from You

I♥U to much Never leav me

never.

 

 

This is my happy note; the one that has been taped to my file cabinet, by the computer desk, for the past six or so years. It’s scrawled on a piece of paper from a space camp, a cartoon astronaut smiling and waving at me from inside his spacesuit.

This is what I need to read when I’m tired, when I’m frustrated, and when I’m overwhelmed. Perhaps I’m complaining about the messy house, or cringing at the sound of the toddler winding up for an epic temper tantrum. Perhaps my shoulders slump as I consider the tedium of yet another diaper change. Perhaps I’m nervously anticipating a not-so-distant future with a teenager, as I watch her disappear to her room to chat on the phone, away from my prying ears.

No matter what bad mood may plague me, this happy note never fails to put a smile on my face.  Not just for the memory of that little girl, now growing up so quickly, but also for the promise and anticipation of more happy notes to come. As she grows into a kind, loving, young woman, the notes I get have become better written, with excellent grammar and spelling, but the sentiment is always the same. My daughter loves me. All too soon, the toddler will be sharing similar happy notes with me. She loves me too.

My wish for all of you is that your days be filled with happy notes, kisses, hugs, or other such expressions of love. For when we feel we’re at the end of our rope, it is our children who possess a remarkable ability to extend us a lifeline.

 

 

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The results are in. The decision is final. The cats of the clan have been left gutted on the floor of the arena, The Mockingjay the clear victor. Yep, move over Firestar. Surrender, Graystripe. Be gone, Leafpool. Make way for Katniss Everdeen.

Finally, after years of obsession with everything Warrior related, Squirt is moving on to more “mature” literary passions. Erin Hunter and her Warrior book series will soon be relegated to the far, dusty reaches of the bookshelf, as Suzanne Collins’ The Hunger Games trilogy takes her place in the creative nooks and crannies of Squirt’s pre-teen brain.

How did this change come about so suddenly? Well, it all began with a Warrior Clan Gathering, sponsored by our local library. Squirt, accompanied by her fellow Warrior devotees, enthusiastically attended this gathering, decked out in her finest Warrior attire (Her Scourge Halloween costume). As the gathering concluded, and I wandered into the library in search of my little feline, I was prepared for days, perhaps even weeks, of animated discussion about the gathering. Instead, as I asked about the event, I was met with a solemn face and a dejected shrug of her shoulders.

“It was okay,” she replied.

Hardly the response I had anticipated. As it turns out, most of the Warrior fans were several years her junior, and the featured activities seemed equally childish to my maturing adolescent. As some girls gradually lose interest in their dolls and dress-up clothes, my child was suddenly feeling too old for Warriors.  Hundreds of doodles of Warriors Cats, countless fan created stories, years of imaginative play with her friends, cat costumes, cat calendars, cat dishes, cat stickers, cat… everything. She was mourning all of it.

In her lonely, Warrior-less, state of mind, she was susceptible to a new obsession, and it soon presented itself.  I read The Hunger Games. Her step-dad read The Hunger Games. Some of her classmates were reading The Hunger Games. She couldn’t resist. After a healthy mother-daughter discussion about the subject matter and violence of the book, I loaned her my copy. I haven’t seen it since.

Less than a month later, she has read all three books, and re-read the first two. She is trying to decide on her own character from The Hunger Games, which district she is from, what her special talent is, and so on. She designs arenas with her friends and they even play The Hunger Games at recess.  It’s not just her, either. Almost every day, I hear about one classmate or another whose copy of the book was confiscated, or who got in trouble for trying to sneak read it during math class.

Recently, she inquired about a Katniss Everdeen Halloween costume, and then asked if she could have a Hunger Games birthday party, one that would greatly surpass the success of last year’s Warrior’s party.  I cringed as I imagined myself trying to explain it to the other parents: a specially designed arena filled with gruesome and violent methods of death and destruction, a simulated battle to the death in the backyard.

Dare I say that I may actually come to miss the Warrior days?

 

 

Jan 272012
 

 

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Just write.

Write something.

Anything…

Sit down, stare at the computer screen, hands poised over the keyboard, and type. Ignore Facebook, neglect email, and stop the incessant pinning on Pinterest. Damn distractions. If necessary, walk away from the computer, pick up pen and paper, and write.

Of course I should write about my children. My oldest: her straight A’s at a challenging school; her joy and pride at earning a part in the school play; her discovery of The Hunger Games and subsequent abandonment of Warriors. My youngest: her newly acquired ability to run, spin, dance, and (sort of) jump; her love of kisses, hugs, stuffed animals, and books; her slowly developing verbal language, soon to rapidly improve as we add speech therapy to our weekly schedule.

Should I write about how my two week holiday break from blogging turned into a 2-month-long loss of momentum? Should I write about all the happenings of those two months: Hanukkah, Christmas, New Years, vacation planning?

Perhaps I should write about my tendency to completely obsess over a hobby, devoting it too much time and energy, until I fizzle, burn out, and move on to something else.  Will blogging become just one more to add to the list?

1. Tae Kwon Do: burnout after 9 years and 1 black belt.

2. Roller Derby: burnout after 4 months, 17 massive bruises, and a cracked rib.

3. My job: burnout after 7 years, 3 job titles, and countless clients.

4. Blogging: Not burned out, just returning from a lengthy break.

How do I avoid burnout? Perhaps the secret lies in finding balance. So, in an effort to maintain my sanity, save time for family, and avoid blogging burnout, I must practice moderation. I do not have to post several times a week. I do not have to post excessive amounts of photos and videos. I do not have to tweet, comment all over the blogosphere, or stress about how many readers I have or do not have.

My goal is simple:  Just write.

 

 

 

 

Well, perhaps not my only holiday indulgence, but certainly an indulgence that has become a tradition in our family. For years, I have made a pumpkin roll for every Thanksgiving and every Christmas. I don’t make it any other time of year, and if I failed to make it, I’m afraid our family gathering, usually so full of holiday cheer, would instead be filled with much holiday whining.

This year, my Thanksgiving pumpkin roll challenged me. My first two flopped, but the third one turned out perfectly. I blame the oven in my new house, as I had to adjust the baking time slightly in order to get it just right.

The recipe is below, but first let me offer a few tips to improve your odds of success on this fickle dish:

  • Be sure to turn it out onto a lint free towel covered with powdered sugar. Then sprinkle the top generously with more powdered sugar. These are important details to prevent the roll from sticking to the towel or to itself.
  • Don’t be stingy with the Pam on the cookie sheet. If it doesn’t fall effortlessly out of the pan, then it’s likely to fall apart.
  • Use fresh ingredients. I have made the mistake of using VERY old baking powder.
  • Most importantly, don’t forget to lick the spoon when you’re done with the cream cheese frosting!
Recipe:
  • 3 eggs
  • 1 C. sugar
  • 2/3 C. pumpkin
  • 1 tsp lemon juice
  • 3/4 C. flour
  • 2 tsp cinnamon
  • 1 tsp ginger
  • 1/2 tsp nutmeg
  • 1/2 tsp salt
  • 1 tsp baking powder

Beat eggs for three minutes. Gradually add sugar and mix well. Stir in all remaining ingredients. Spread on a cookie sheet sprayed with Pam. Bake for 15 minutes at 375 degrees. Immediately turn out onto a lint free towel sprinkled well with powdered sugar. Starting at one end, roll it up in the towel and let it cool.

While it is cooling, mix the filling:

  • 8 oz cream cheese
  • 2 C. powdered sugar
  • 4 tbsp margarine
  • 1/2 tsp vanilla

Unroll cooled dough and spread filling mixture over the top. Sprinkle with chopped pecans if desired.

Roll, chill, and slice!


 

I was recently browsing through some old photos and discovered this from 2003. Eight years later, I’m still astonished by her skill at balancing these items:

It’s important to mention that the water bottle on the very bottom is completely empty! Yet, she somehow managed to balance two candles and a vase on top of it.

 

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Sincerely,

Christi

 

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